PEN Transmissions

November 2, 2018November 2, 2018

On male refractions

Recently I have begun to wonder to what extent we conceal a more mundane reality when we assign ideological narratives to these extremists: that of cowardice or an inability to confront male inadequacy.

November 2, 2018

the fact of experiencing something or being affected by it because of being in a particular situation or place

Your private self is other: you don’t have the intellectual capacity to keep track of it all. Some days you give away more about yourself than you had intended to: you’re untidy, indecently exposed. Sometimes others seem to know more about you than you do.

November 2, 2018November 2, 2018

Editorial: hidden things

As the days are getting shorter, we investigate things that are tucked away in dark corners of the brain – or the national consciousness.

November 2, 2018November 2, 2018

Silence as communication: a conversation with Elias Khoury

‘This novel is structured around the relationship between silence and speaking. Silence is the major hero. People who have gone through terrible trauma don’t want to remember. It all needed time to come out, and now things are coming out.’

November 2, 2018November 2, 2018

The blind and the elephant: a conversation with Ahmed Saadawi and Jonathan Wright

‘People will fight another to assert the truth of their story. Novels tell us that in fact there isn’t one story. Everybody has a piece of a true story. It is like the story of the blind people and the elephant.’

October 3, 2018November 2, 2018

History, earned

In 2017 I needed reasons to stay alive. My family and friends wrapped their arms around me but they couldn’t always be there. But I had the gentle pace of baseball, the at-bat tactics to focus my mind.

October 3, 2018November 2, 2018

Hockey is for everyone

Barely a month after I was sexually assaulted, I stood in the ice hockey rink at a small prep school. The holiday tournaments were taking place and I’d foolishly agreed to go. It was too soon for me to be there, that much I knew.

October 3, 2018November 2, 2018

Editorial: on sport

Sport is emblematic of what goes on in society as a whole. In this issue of PEN Transmissions, we’ve looked at it as a method of inclusion – and exclusion. As a method of belonging as well as of extreme alienation.

October 3, 2018November 2, 2018

Power to the powerful

Money, power and politics are inherent to sporting events, yet the veil of economic progress, entertainment and sporting frenzy only serves to cover up a far darker reality: in Bahrain, prisons are filled with those who dare voice their opinions.

October 3, 2018November 2, 2018

Mum was an athlete

Mum and I were very different. We shared a body at one time (though it would be more accurate to say I invaded her), but she didn’t think we had much in common. From what she saw, I was slow and uncoordinated.

August 23, 2018October 3, 2018

Someone else’s words in your mouth

In this imagining of yourself you speak English and it is 2018 and you identify as female. The world seems to be caving in around you, almost apocalyptic. You begin to notice words more than you have done before.

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